I'm shedding myself of this old account.

You'll be able to find me at [link]

<Angie> This thing works all "lol mediaplayer shuffle, and answer each question with the songs that come up, in order plz"</Angie>

So yeah, this is going to be fun. As I don’t know half the songs on my playlist


How does the world see me?:
Naoki feat. Paula Terry – Destiny (Some song I got for Stepmania, part of DDR mixes…I don’t know what the fuck its about. I guess people see me as a fulfiller of destiny? WTF?)

Will I have a happy life?:
Marko Polo – Hai Hai Hai (Uhhhh. Okay?)

What do people really think of me?:
STM200 – Paranoia Eternal (Oh god, they think I’m paranoid, just great, they probably hate me…Oh no…what if they’re..after me now..OH GOD)

Do people secretly lust after me?:
ToS PS (JP) Kratos’ Shining Bind (…How the hell?…It’s a fucking video…god damnit..That’s kinda creepy. Lust..video..ahmagad x_x )

How can I make myself happy?:
Lady Baby – Follow Me (Another song I don’t know. *listens* O.o There’s a chick telling me to follow her in order to be happy…This song’d be better suited for the previous question damnit.)

What should I do with my life?:
Naoki –Brilliant 2U (God damnit too many Stepmania songs….And it tells me I should jump and play DDR. O.o That’s..creepy for some reason…)

Will I ever have children?:
Yoko Kanno – Call Me Call Me (O_O…Okay, at first thought its like, yes, I will, but I have to call a hooker to do so…..But no, this song isn’t about that. I think..)

What is some good advice for me?:
Good Cool – I was The One (Why do I have so many songs with clingy girls saying not to leave them for one reason or another? This one is like some girl who’s being ditched or something. I don’t know. WTF, damn stepmania songs.)

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Scotty D. – Drop the Bomb (…XDDDDD I could work with this)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Five Iron Frenzy – The Untimely Death of Brad (O_o)

What song will play at my funeral?:
0034 – IT has a certain je ne sais quoi (From songstowearpantsto.com ….WTF)

What type of men/women do you like?:
0084 – Yo (Another songs to wear pants to….Again, WHAT THE FUCK)

What is my day going to be like?:
Nightwish – Kinslayer (…I’m going to slay my kin?…>_> Disturbingly, this is tempting..today anyways)

Why am I here?:
2mb – Trip machine(Luv Mix) (o.O To sell drugs?)

What will people remember me for?:
Tiger Yamato- Hold On me (…lolwut?)

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?:
Naoki feat. Paula Terry – Memories (Screw that, its in my head NOW…fuck)

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?:
Hermes House Band – Country Roads (Apparently I’m going to West Virginia)

What will this year be all about?:
2mb – Orion.78 (Civilization mix) (constellations and civilization?)

So, I'm sitting here, gathering C+C from my friends on the first two Poem Pics in a series I'm doing, The Two Edges of Love and Falling Through. Suddenly, some wishful thinking occured.

(12:46:59) (Drehiel) What would you recommend for future additions?
(12:50:00) (DJYuuki) I don't know.
(12:50:27) (Drehiel) Hmm...I'm concidering doing a colllaberation with someone.
(12:50:28) (Drehiel) Getting someone else to write a poem and I'll do a picture-y thing for it
(12:50:30) (Drehiel) It'd be fun..
(12:54:02) (DJYuuki) or the reverse.
(12:55:02) (Drehiel) Yes. I'm writing it up in my DA journal now on the idea of doing that. Maybe I'll get some positive responses.


Another similar conversation was taking place with someone else and they liked the idea. For clarity, I want to do collabs with other artists and writers. One of us writes a poem, the other draws or creates a picture that expresses their personal interpretation of the poem.

I would really areciate if I could get some volunteers for this. It'd give me something to do.

So, I'm actually going to try updating regularly. I'm not really good at stuff. I'm only decent in poetry so yeah, that'll be mostly what I update wtih most likely.

For anyone of my brother's and sister's in Christ who are reading this, I need to ask for prayer right now. For those of my friends who have other beliefs, please, just keep me in good wishes, yaknow?

I'm homeschooled, so my school schedule's pretty flexible. Well, if you've read my previous entry, you know I just got a job. (Notes for DA Journal readers: [link] )I wasn't supposed to work till Saturday, woke up, got called around 9, and the manager asked if I could be ready in five minutes. They were short a person, and two weren't feeling well, so they needed extra help. An okay shift runs with 5 workers, a good shift, 6...We worked with four, maybe three tomorrow. On the ride there, my manager asked if I could fill do this during the week days till they got new workers, because some people just haven't been showing up. I said yes, because I always want to help out. (the money doesn't hurt either. 37.59 per worker, not counting management, they don't get our tips. That's about what I made from normal wages.) I'm not mad or anything about it, but I just got home like an hour ago, and I'm tired. but I have to do school. While I'm doing day shift, it means school at night. I have to work saturday too, and I have youth group on Friday's, which means school work on Saturday night and some on Sunday.


I'm going to be stressed alot until they get replacements. I hope they do it soon. They had two interviews today. This was only my second day, they said I did really good for it being my second day. I really don't know if I can hack it though...